They stretch out before us, as we picture them in our minds: a seemingly endless line of the needy, the hungry and the broken . . . women, men and children who are crying to us for help. "There are so many of them, and their need is so great," we tell ourselves. "What difference can one person possibly make?"
Moving back in time hundreds of years, we stand on a grassy hillside. A young Jewish teacher and his followers are confronting a great need. There is a vast crowd before them, restless and hungry, who have come to hear the Teacher's message. But his followers know that the needs of the masses have to be addressed . . . and soon. They say to the teacher: "This is a remote place, and it's already getting late. Send the crowds away, so they can go to the villages and buy themselves some food." But the teacher -- Jesus -- replies: "They do not need to go away. You give them something to eat." (Matthew 14:15-16 NIV)
They respond (and can you hear the panic in their voices?): "That would take eight months of a man's wages! Are we to go and spend that much on bread and give it to them to eat?" "How many loaves do you have?" he asks. "Go and see." (Mark 6:37-38 NIV - emphasis mine)
Another of his disciples, Andrew . . . speaks up: "Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two fish, but how far will they go among so many?" (John 6:8 NIV)
"Bring them here to me," he [Jesus] says. (Matthew 14:18 NIV) We know what happens next. Jesus blesses and multiplies the bread and fish, and five thousand men, and perhaps as many women and children, eat until they are full . . . and there are leftovers! Lots and lots of leftovers.
We don't, any one of us, have the resources -- money, time or energy -- to meet all of the needs in the world. But how often do we let ourselves conclude that we haven't enough bread (pun intended) to begin to meet the needs of so many . . . and therefore, do nothing? But what did Jesus ask His disciples, and what is He asking us? "How many do you have? Go and see." We can take an honest look at the abundance with which God has blessed us. . .take inventory. But then comes the hard part, and this time, it isn't a question, but a command: "Bring them here to me." The boy may not have wanted to give up his lunch, and may not have really had a choice. But when the available resources were surrendered to Jesus, everyone, including the boy, had enough. God doesn't ask us to meet every need, and in fact, God doesn't ask us to meet any need without His help. But He may be asking us to give Him our lunch -- or lunch money -- for Him to use to meet the needs of others.
I come away from reading this account with two thoughts. First, it was Jesus, not his disciples, who took what was offered and turned it into enough. The disciples were simply asked to contribute what they could . . . we give, and God multiplies. Also, I wonder about the boy who had given up his bread and fish. What happened in his heart that day, as a result of seeing what Jesus did? Did he become one of Jesus' followers? Did he sit and tell his grandchildren, years later: "I gave my lunch to Jesus, and He used it to feed a huge crowd"? Did he know in his heart, from that day on, that if he offered what he had to God, God was faithful to meet his needs as well?
May we be willing to give up our lunch -- or lunch money -- if God asks for it. May we be a people who will surrender what we have to God, without deciding that it's too little to make a difference, trusting that He is faithful to use it to satisfy the hunger of others. . . and, in doing so, to satisfy our hunger as well.
--Susan Rodebush © 2009
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